My husband and I sat down last night and talked about a lot of things...one being the fact that I really really really want another child. I know the risks. I lived through them. I lost my first child at 26 weeks. With Gwen, I was on bed rest at 11 weeks, had weekly dr appts, had weekly iron transfusions and delivered her 1 month early. Still, I really want another child. That being said....
One of the other things we talked about was possibly selling Tia. I really don't want to, and I really don't NEED to, but it would make life a lot easier not having her. She still needs work, but lots of people would love a nice, young horse to finish their own way. My concern is that even though I thoroughly check all my buyers when I sell, and I always sell with a first right of refusal clause, there is always the chance that she will end up somewhere non-savory. I don't know what I would do with myself if I ever found out she went back to Camelot, or was back to being abused and/or starved.
So.... do I sell her? Do I lease her? Do I lease with the option to buy?
What do I do?????